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Wednesday, August 06, 2008
it turns out bad..

last saturday was a so so dae 4 me.. a happy n a borin dae.. since we had nth 2 du my mom ask us out.. we wen 2 queenswae den 2 vivo.. i ve been feelin very restless all dae n i dunnoe y.. i was waitin 4 my syg 2 call me bt he didnt.. i juz assume tt hes busy wit his wrks.. den at arnd 8pm i called his wrkplace n got 2 noe tt he didnt turn up at wrk.. (i was so pissed off.. my mind was tinkin all sorts of tings.. bt in my hart i was jus hopin tt nth bad wud happen 2 him..) den my mum suggested tt we headed hm cz its gettin late.. so ya we head hm n everyone was duin their own stuff.. i was lying on my bed n suddenly my mind ask me 2 msg danniel.. hes my hubby fren.. so ya i msg him askin did my hubby msg him n he said ya.. he told me 2 call my hubby mum num bt i told him i didnt wan 2.. so he said tt he will msg him n ask him 2 call me instead den i said alrite.. while waitin 4 his reply i fall asleep den suddenly my hp vibrate n my fren ask me 2 cal my syg.. i cal him asap n he picked up da fone.. he sounds nt rite.. n b4 he told me anything he saes sorry 2 me 4 makin me worried bout him.. aww.. den he told me tt he was attcked by a group of boys da dae b4.. lucky he wasnt hurt badly.. thnks 2 god.. my 1st reaction was angry luh bcz he didnt told me tt he was goin out tt nite bt den it wasnt his fault tho.. i told him tt i wans 2 mit him den he told me tt hes okae n nt 2 worry cz tmr he will b mittin me.. bt i told him 2 take good care nxt tyme.. hmm.. mayb tis is a lesson 4 him n a test 2.. anw wt goes arnd cums arnd.. wenever sum1 has repent sumtin bad will happen 2 him.. i juz hpe tt he will b strong 2 face all tis.. n ya i wil support him in wtever it is..(the good wans only hor).. i wans him2 noe tt i truly n sincerely luv him n it really cums frm da bottom of my small hart..
baby, i will luv u n care u till our last breath.. i swear..

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