hey blog...
i dunnoe if he really knew tt ive been lovin him so deeply all tis while.. its been years 2gether n i noe it must b very bored jus stickin 2 1 person oni.. bt hey love is nt a game.. it a matter of heart 2 heart.. if he dont love me y dun he juz leave me n jus go 2 tt gal je.. y must he make me suffer? knape zahari knape suke uat tus cam nie? ape slh yg tus dh uat? i noe ive neglect u syg bt it doesnt me i dun care n dun love u kan.. hw many tymes hav i told u syg.. u told me tt u dgn die dh tkde pape.. n wts all tis tunang ting uh? u mmgs suke tgk i merana gaknye.. aniwae i tk mrh pon tap cume sedih dn hampa aje.. u taukn betapa sygnye i kat u.. u, lau i jht u i dh du da same tin like wt u did 2 me tap i tknk kae.. i really cherish ktenye relationship.. dari kte takde anak smpai ade anak syg..
i masih ingt lag dulu masa kte mula2 knl.. hehe.. u r so swit sei.. u dh lah pemalu.. mane2 pegi kte same2.. uat keje bodo pon same2.. so klakar sei.. hehe.. ingt lag sei mase kte ton pt east coast.. slalu jugak sei kte g sane.. at tt point of tyme i feel like omg.. ive finally found sume1 tt i cn truly love.. tt is wher i let u hav me.. all of me.. tt was so fun sei havin u by my side wen i needed u.. hehe.. kte cabot sch same2.. lpk2 sane sini.. den wen i graduate ald n wen i sch kt private sch.. u slalu anta dan ambik i alik sch.. tk pnh miss sei.. den.... u start 2 wrk at long john silver.. no chnges at 1st bt.. later.. u start 2 chnge n i dunno y.. u still keep cnctin me n still wit me bt i cn c tt da love hav faded a lil bit bcz dennish came into our life..
we were so happy 2 hav him n u were so happy 2 bt i cn c tt u r a bit stress.. (omg.. im beginnin 2 cry.. shit..).. stress bcz thers alot of pressure.. i noe wt u hav been tru syg cume i tknk blg u aje.. since u had da 1st tattoo.. u chnge alot.. n den wen u get 2 noe zieyani.. u dh mula pukol bantai i.. dh mula lupe i.. u slalu tgl2kn i.. u leave me all alone hangin wit out ur love.. bt i try my best nt 2 show u all my sadness..
slame nie i tk pnah pon mintak u 1 cent pon syg.. i tknk harta benda u.. i cume nk u cm dulu je.. da 1st tyme kte bersama.. i nk kaseh syg u yg tk pernah berbelah bagi.. den i nk u syg dennish mcm mane u syg i.. we r a famly syg.. tkkn u sanggup tgk dennish merana krana perbuatan kte.. i bkn nk ape kae.. i cume nk u ingt je.. u ssh anak u tlg tau u.. ingt.. anak ade lah amanah TUHAN beri pada kte untuk didik dan perlihara.. bukan untuk disiksa.. i faham dgn keadaan u skrg.. bt lau tol u nk tunang nan zie.. kae fine i tak lei uat pape cume doakan agar u bahagia dan lau bole brubah menjadi seorang insan yg berguna.. insyaallah.. amin.. kae luh syg.. take care.. u r alwaes in my heart n in my mind.. i love u..
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