remember to feel real

Sunday, December 14, 2008

WHy IS TIS TING HAPPENIN 2 US? WT DID I DU WRNG 2 DESERVE TIS? M I A FOOL 2 U? WT DU U EXPECT ME 2 DU NW? I CT JUZ LIVE LIKE TIS.. I HAV 2 LEAVE U. ITS 4 DA BEST TING 4 DA BOTH OF US. THERE IS NO MRE LOVE BETWEEN US.. U WANTED ME 2 GIVE U CHANCES SO TT U CUD PROVE 2 ME TT U HAV CHANGE BT.. I NOE U CNT COZ U R STILL WIT HER.. HEY!! IM NT A BITCH WHU U CUD JUZ LEAVE LIKE TT.. IF U R REALLY CONCERN BOUT UR SONS EDUCATION, U SHUD WRK HARD.. I DUN CARE WT U DID BT AT LEAST SHOW ME SOME RESPECT. I DIDNT MSG ANY GUY INFRONT OF U BT Y DID U MSG HER INFRONT OF ME.. IF U DUN WANNA B WIT ME DEN Y ASK 4 A CHANCE DEN. DUN WASTE MY BLOODY TIME COZ I DUN HAV A TIME 4 TIS SICKENNING GAME OF YOURS. IF U WANNA B WIT HER DEN GO AHEAD.. I DUN GIV A DAMN MAN.. GO AND HAV A TOUGHT ABOUT WT U R DUIN NW IS A GD TING OR NT.. USED UR BRAIN WISELY..
DAMN IT!!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

A VERY MEANINGFUL SONG.. (like wat ive gone tru lately.. damn!!)

Seandainya Tuhan Mengizinkan

Seandainya Tuhan mengizinkan Ingin aku terus bersamamu

Biarpun pedih dugaannya Rela aku menghadapinya dengan sabar

Seandainya Tuhan mengizinkan Cintamu mekar bersamaku

Ingin aku membahagiakan hidupmu Tak pernah kutermimpi

Untuk bercinta denganmu oh sayangku Tapi dah tersurat kita bertemu dan jatuh cinta Sekiranya kau dapat terima aku seadanya Itulah buktinya keihklasanmu

Andainya Tuhan megizinkan ingin menunaikan Segala impian yang lama terpendam

Andai kita ditakdirkan terpisah jauh di mata Namun hati tetap sayang dan merinduimu

Tiada siapa dapat melenyapkan cinta di hatiku Hanya Tuhan saja yang berkuasa

Aku harap engkau masih menyayangi diri ini Kerana kutidak sanggup berpisah denganmu

Kenangilah saat-saat indah percintaan kita Semoga abadi kisah cinta kita

Andai kita ditakdirkan terpisah jauh di mata Namun hati tetap sayang dan merinduimu

Seandainya Tuhan mengizinkan Cintamu mekar bersamaku

Ingin aku membahagiakan hidupmu Selama-lamanya

FROM 2003 TO 2008

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

HEARTROKEN!!

ive turn sgl again.. left him coz cnt take it anymre. hez playin wit my feelings again.. hez nt wrth waitin n sacrifizing 4.. i juz hpe tt by leaving him he cn b a matured n responsible psn.. juz hpe tt hez happy wit tt b*****.. watever uh.. i juz wanna move on wit my life.. i juz wans 2 b wit sum1 tt cn really appreciate n love me n my famly.. tts all im asking 4.. money cnt by my love.. i love my famly mre den myself.. im nt hating him bt im juz sadden by his move..

GOODBYE MY LOVER..

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

SORRY!!

HEY THER.. SORRY IVE NT BEEN UPDATING REGULARLY COZ OF BUZY SCHEDULE.. ANW IM CURRENTLY BUZY LOOKING 4 A JOB.. HAHA.. IVE JUZ FINISHED MY CSP(CERTIFIED SERVICE PROFESSIONAL) COURSE.. I JUZ HOPE TT AFTE TIZ COURSE I WUD B MR MATURED IN HANDLING PROBLEMS. HPE TT I CUD GET A JOB ASAP. TTS ALL.. HEEE..

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

SoRiE 4 Nt uPdAtIn..

sorie 4 nt updatin coz been buzy these daes.. lookin afte my hyperactive baby n been busy searchin 4 a job.. haha.. so juz wanna wish all my muslim frens SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.. anw here a few pic frm 1st dae of hari raya..

wen aunty mit nephew..

we're grown up nw.. except 4 tt lil guy..

when cuzzie mits up

ttz my baby boy

ttz my 2 silly sista

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, September 26, 2008

its been a long tyme since i update my last blog.. anw here hw it goes:

24 of SEPTEMBER

went out wit famly 2 vivo. juz window shoppin since my 2nd sis hav nt bought her hari raya shoes yet.. walk arnd harbourfront den 2 vivo den bck 2 harbourfront jus 2 get her shoe.. wah her's so nice sei.. cheap sumre.. cool.. 1st tyme c her buy tt kind of shoe sei.. hehe.. afte tt went 2 mac d 2 hav a bite den... dennish he spoil da dae by vomiting beside me. damn i was having my mc chicken sia.. no appetite 2 eat ald sei afte tt.. finish evryting ald we headed hm.. n alll of us was damn tired..

23 of SEPTEMBER

Went out 2 sentosa wit khai n baby dennish.. its was a great dae bt 2 bad i 4got 2 bring baby short so tt he cn swim. bt hes fine wit it.. he was enjoying himself playing wit those sands. haha.. at arnd 7.40pm we went 2 watch SONG OF THE SEA.. it was a nice performance n we really enjoy it.. there's fireworks babe.. hw cool is tt.. afte the show ended we tot of riding the lurge bt dun feel like exciting cz its already nite tyme. shud ride it durin da daytime uh coz da view is panoramic. since we didnt ride da lurge, we walk all the wae 2 da sky tower.. den again khai tot of takin tt sky tower n cable car bt baby said tt he had a stomachache so ya we gave it a past.. mayb nxt tyme den.. we took da bus 2 harbourfront bus interchange den took a bus n headed hm.. hmmm.. wat a tiring dae.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

16 SEPTEMBER

i dunno wts goin 2 happen 2 my bf. is he goin 2 b alrite or nt? im juz worriied.. dunno wt 2 tink bout.. ther's so many tings goin in my mind.. i juz hpe tt hes gonna b alrite.. y must tis happen nw? ive told u so many tyme 2 b mre careful.. dun trust ppl so easily.. tts ur weakness boi.. u shud nt trust anione.. eventhough they treat u gud cz u wnt noe wts goin 2 hapen nxt man.. i juz dunno luh.. i cn help u anityme i wan bt da wae u behave n treat me im jus nt sure 2 trust u or help u.. its jus so difficult 4 me.. all tiz while ive been helpin n supportin u in many waes bt u juz seen 2 take it 4 granted.. tis is ur problem n u shud solve it urself.. i cnt alwaes help u n b there wit u.. u shud nt alwaes depend on me.. i noe im ur gf bt it does nt mean tt all ur problem i shud help rite.. i jus wish u luck baby.. learn frm ur mistakes so tt u will nt du it again n beware of ppl surrounding u.. b mre sensitive..

Labels: love

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.